During this wait, I am almost numb. Perhaps it is a means of self preservation. I think it is because I know what a long, emotional journey this is. It feels as though I am holding my breath this time around. The end is not in sight, the wait may be tremendously long, and yet, we could hear the miraculous news of our Hannah any moment. It is so hard to be completely prepared and yet also prepared to wait.

I feel selfish to say that I am finding it hard to wait. I understand about waiting, and I also know that many families are still waiting for their little ones. We would be still waiting for our Mara-Grace had we not been open to the SN program also. I believe that God watches over us and puts us on the path that brings us to the child he has chosen for us.

The only thing we can do is wait, pray, hope and trust.

xoxo